Sep 27, 2004 19:50
today has been a mix of emotions. i'm not regretting the fact that we are over,but it's starting to sink in more. i was more angry the last few days regarding the situation,focusing more on the hurtful/hateful things that had been said and done.today i've thought more on our entire relationship,the good things too and not just the bad. also,the process of resettling has begun. i need to find new pharmacies,new doctors,new job.it's stressful.
i've laughed and cried today. but there was definitely more laughing than tears. i guess that means i've had a pretty good day,all things considered.
i'm surrounded by good people in my new home,and have already made many new friends.
i'm also starting to get back in touch with nature. i know that sounds corny,but it's true! i've been living in cities for the last 5 years.now i'm surrounded by beautiful mountains,corn fields,horses,gorges,foliage etc...basically just the beautiful nature of a fall in new england.
i'm getting back in touch with everything (myself included) and it feels good.