It doesn't feel like even nearly a entire year, and yet time's dragged by so slowly without you. This time last year, you were living your last few hours on this Earth. I was getting ready to go stay with the girls at Wordsworth for a flat viewing with Her Royal Cleanliness on the Monday morning. I hadn't managed to make it to the London trip when ( Read more... )

Eight months. Today should have been your 23rd birthday. God, I miss you. Everything reminds me of you. Starbucks, Nutella, MGMT, Stephen Fry.. even that seat in McDonalds that you sat in the night I took that drunken photo of you and Kyle.

I still can't believe I'll never see you again. So much has happened since you've been gone.. I haven't ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god, it's just one thing after another. I've only just finished my coursework, I'm tired enough as it is from pulling all-nighters to get it done, I don't need this!

I haven't slept. I've literally not even dozed, all night, because my wisdom teeth are hurting so bad I don't know what way's up or down anymore. I've had to get up to ( Read more... )

(  I'm alright. )

The offending article hit the poolhouse above the door and disappeared behind where it stood ajar. She stared, unseeing, as angry tears welled in her stinging eyes. Letting them come, unchecked, she removed the remainder of her clothing and eased herself into the warm water, contemplating absently how long angel parlour tricks lasted.

It was so ( Read more... )

(  Another lifetime )

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When did life get so boring? I got old while I wasn't looking. I shouldn't be feeling like this at twenty-two. Is this what they call a midlife crisis? If so, dude, bit early don't you think?

It all just seems so utterly pointless. I've fallen into a routine that keeps me from doing all the things that should make life worthwhile. I go to work, come ( Read more... )

One of these days, my heart is just going to buckle under all this bullshit we call life.

I'd slowly regained some kind of composure through the week, work acting as an effctive distraction from what had happened, but today brought my shields tumbling down. I knew I'd fall apart as soon as I saw the car.

Kyle spoke on behalf of Jamie's friends from ( Read more... )

(  x )