general update
well my plans for japan may have to go on the back burner for next year. the car has taken £662 off me in repairs from its service and it still has 2 new tires and an MOT to come. Next year i plan on getting a newer car so i don't have to worry about the damn thing having more large repairs on it. Saying that its done me well as a starter car and i'm glad i had it to get me around, but i need a car that can cope with all the driving i'm doing now.
To top that it seems the con may need some extra funding to get it running to the level we want which means i'm going to be having afew tight cash months until its over with.
As harsh as it sounds i can't wait til the con is over now. there have been so many things that have gone on since the day everyone decided to run this year that i'll be glad to see the end of it. Its causing me nothing but stress and strain and it seems its the same for everyone else, but we will run it all the same and make it as best we can for everyone else. I really can't see it runing again after this year.
I've also decided to step down from the EMAG committee. I just don't have it in me to run anything social since the expo inccident and with everything else i'm trying to fit into my shedule con wise and personal wise, that position seems to be suffreing somewhat. I felt it was better to let someone else take the role who can do it justice.
Also think i need a new job. I'm not getting anywhere where i am and when you wake up in the morning not wanting to go into work then you know you need a change.
Healthwise i'm good, i seem to be loosing weight, i'm eating healthier and trying to get a bit more active then normal. Only down side is that after the excitement of my monthly cycle coming back this year after stopping the depo jab, my body has decided to only go 2 months before stoppping it. I'm not pregnant and i no long have a period.....which is not good as i now dont know if i'll ever be able to have children now. the dr recons i may only now have 2 times a year to be able to concieve unless i get another period before the end of the year. Only other thing is that my body is still sorting itself out and they may come back. I'm trying not to think or worry about it
To top that it seems the con may need some extra funding to get it running to the level we want which means i'm going to be having afew tight cash months until its over with.
As harsh as it sounds i can't wait til the con is over now. there have been so many things that have gone on since the day everyone decided to run this year that i'll be glad to see the end of it. Its causing me nothing but stress and strain and it seems its the same for everyone else, but we will run it all the same and make it as best we can for everyone else. I really can't see it runing again after this year.
I've also decided to step down from the EMAG committee. I just don't have it in me to run anything social since the expo inccident and with everything else i'm trying to fit into my shedule con wise and personal wise, that position seems to be suffreing somewhat. I felt it was better to let someone else take the role who can do it justice.
Also think i need a new job. I'm not getting anywhere where i am and when you wake up in the morning not wanting to go into work then you know you need a change.
Healthwise i'm good, i seem to be loosing weight, i'm eating healthier and trying to get a bit more active then normal. Only down side is that after the excitement of my monthly cycle coming back this year after stopping the depo jab, my body has decided to only go 2 months before stoppping it. I'm not pregnant and i no long have a period.....which is not good as i now dont know if i'll ever be able to have children now. the dr recons i may only now have 2 times a year to be able to concieve unless i get another period before the end of the year. Only other thing is that my body is still sorting itself out and they may come back. I'm trying not to think or worry about it