This feeling of emptiness...

[harunomasu]

When I decided to leave Arashi fandom, I somehow had expected it that I'll lose some friends. It's something I can't deny since many of the friends I made over the years I'm in the fandom are all Arashi fans. Only little of them truly befriended me because they want to know more about me, and not because I'm a subber. I've expected it, but still,

Comments

[angellybeanzz]

You can always talk to me about V6. Or About anything for that matter *hugs* :) I may be slow and late in replying, but I always read your tweets/posts ^^

[harunomasu]

Thanks :) We, as Inocchi maniac fans, should stick together XD
And I know I can rely on you :)
I think I've told you about my family problems? No?

[eliyeung]

It's probably going through transition before you'll make some more new freinds in V6 fandom. It does take time to know people well and make freinds with them. You're really lucky to have a good friend in your real life who cares about you and it's really nothing to do with who your fave is.

[harunomasu]

I really think so. My best friend is the only support I have. She knows all my problems since we've been together for so long.

I already have some new friends from V6 fandom and you guys, so I'm sure I can overcome anything :)

[wasabisushi404]

D:
I posted about this feeling a while back too . But because of that post, i realized that even though some LJ friends feel far, they are actually kind of close . I don't know if I make any sense here (I seem to never make any sense// headache) . But its okay to make these kinds of posts once in awhile. I'm not really as active as I was when we first met, but I do try to check on my friends every now and then. I'm glad you have a genuine friend. I've noticed the amount of subbing you've been doing (which only amounts to 3 posts or so) and hope that you take it easy (but its times like these where V6 can put a smile on your face, right?). JUST TRY NOT TO STRESS SO MUCH. I am an over-sentimental person and when friends are in pain, I tend to feel the pain too. T^T I'm not very good with expressing my emotions either so please, forgive me on that part. ><;;;

Above all, I 'm really grateful to have met you and hope things will turn out better for you.

Inserts Inocchi Gifs in hopes of making your day:

[harunomasu]

Subbing is my way of expressing myself, as well as the tool I used to calm myself down and forget everything about my real life problems, so yeah :)
We have more t han 3 actually, I just don't have time to post it ^^''

And super thanks for the gif. Inocchi can always put smile on my face :)

[shouri_yumi]

Somehow I feel like understand your feelings. Even if afterward you don't like V6 anymore or not a fan of any group I like, I'll still be friend with you if you want. Because I love talking with you even about other matters not fandom.

[harunomasu]

You do understand? /hugs
I think we're (sort of) in the same situation lately, don't you think? haha. I'll still need V6, now it's my lifeline to stay afloat and focus and not doing something stupid to hurt myself. And aren't we always talk about things outside fandom? :D

[miha_bara]

I guess its normal when you're still new to the fandom? Its only matter of time before you find new friends in V6 fandom. I used to feel lonely when i first started to know Arashi, for years. To be honest, i only know friends from this fandom when i created my LJ account in 2010(?). well, that's quite 'new' compared to others, bcos i got Arashi files mostly from my senpai whom introduced Arashi to me and from Aibakaland (Stormy) forum. ^^

You're welcome to spam my twitter whenever you want to. XDD though at i'm only available online at certain time for now. lol
Which V6 show that you think the most entertaining? Just asking. haha. I have no problem to watch other JE boys show but i have problem to fit the files in my HDD. ^^;;
I can't even catch-up with Arashi shows until now, and NEWS too. and there are still jdrama, anime to watch, v'games to play and manga to read. 24/7 never enough. XDD

[harunomasu]

Well yeah, it was lonely before to me too when i first started to like Arashi in 2005. It's like, no one's around really lol
I know Japanese fans first so that's why I'm still close to them even until now. But most of them had family to take care of so i don't want to burden them with my problems >.<

Do you like the entertaining stuff, maniac stuff or just simply stupid-but-who-cares stuff? XD

[miha_bara]

Simply-stupid-stuff-but-who-cares sounds like things that Arashi loves to do. XDD
I only watch Gakkou e ikkou before bcos there's Arashi in it. i don't know about other shows except mission V6 but never really watch them before.

[harunomasu]

well, V6 is the master in the simply-stupid-stuff-but-who-cares things XD They did even horrendous things that Arashi hasn't done~

if you watch early gakkou e ikou episodes, they cosplaying almost all the time and the shows just full of silly things XD
Mission V6 is crazy but awesome also. And in Kumagusu, Inocchi drink the water poured out from a plant that eat insects XD