Fucking Brittney...YA! In Yo Face Bruce!
It's been a weird couple of weeks...I've actually cries more than I have in like two years....it's weird. I really don't know what to do right now or how I really feel. I'm trying to get close to people but I'm terrified of letting people in. I'm just having a really hard time dealing with everything lately. All I can say is that I completly identify with Alla...I know that is really fucked up. But I have been thinking about death a lot. There has to be something out there better than this.....doesn't there?