fic to dephi-chaaaan~!! :D
It is true that when God took one’s ability, He bestowed another gift. Ryo might not be able to see his surroundings but he has a beautiful voice. Whenever he picks up his guitar and sing songs to me, I feel so special.
“It is called ‘Code’.” He said after he finished playing his guitar.
“You wrote that yourself?” I love the melody. Somehow it just screams him. Um, more like us actually. Even though the arrangement doesn’t have the lyrics yet, I could feel the song and its soul.
“I wrote this for you.”
We kissed. A soft, light kiss that tastes so delightful; I smiled at the middle of it.
******
Time passed by slowly and as I realized it, it was already winter again. Ryo and I are now strangers once again.
Standing on the same pathway that I used to walk when I met him more than 2
years ago, I looked up at the billboard. There, picture of him smiling with his guitar.
“Nishikido Ryo In Concert
Tokyo Dome
November 10”
I clutched to his ticket tighter and I silently cried. Remembering every memory of us, of how he would touch my face and told me I’m beautiful, of how I would make him sitting for hours and hours on the couch just to draw his ever charming face.
Thousands of pictures of him in my room but he wouldn’t remember me. Not after who he’d become.
Nishikido Ryo is now a rising star that captures every heart of his audience with his mesmerizing talent.
He wouldn’t even recognize me. A poor painter with his white canvas in one hand, walking aimlessly around the city while looking for his customer.
***
“The doctor told me that I might get my vision back!”
“Really? That’s good news!” I literally jumped at him and we kissed and laughed and kissed again.
He just got a contract with a music company and they gave him some money. We decided to use the money for his eyes surgery.
As he brushed my face, be beamed at me. “After this, I could finally see you beautiful face..”
That was when it stroked me.
I’m not beautiful. I’m just an ordinary boy with nothing to offer him.
And he, on the other hand has a bright future waiting ahead of him. I couldn’t jeopardize his career for my own sake. No, he’s too precious for me that I’d do anything just to keep him happy and success, even if it means leaving him.
“Hey, I want to go grab some coffee downstairs. I’ll be back.”
I hugged him tighter than I used to, brushing his hair while trying to hold back my tears.
“OK. Get me a latte, ne?”
As I walked slowly towards his front door, I faintly mouthed “Goodbye” and closed the door.
I never came back to give his cup of latte after that day.
***
10th November.
The neon light of the stadium nearly blinded me as I slowly moved forward, pushing some audiences along the way to find the perfect spot.
I want to see him for the last time, and then I will forget about him. I’ll burn all the pictures of him and pretend that he’d never exist in my life.
He’s a magic. In form of a good-looking man with his classic guitar. Every song that he sang leaves me breathless.
Again and again, until I couldn’t inhale anymore.
I have to go now, before I start to cry, before he notices me.
“Goodbye, Ryo. Have a nice life ahead..” A step backward and I turned away; ready to leave when his voice echoed all over the big stadium.
“And now for my last solo, a new song for my upcoming album, Colours. This is, Code..”
That, that melody..?
Letting go all the tears that I held up for all these painful years, I turned to look straight at him. He smiles back at me, eyes full with sadness. Agony. And surprisingly, hope as well.
With white snow slowly drifting above us, our eyes start to talk with each other as he sings with louder tone.
‘I'll show you that I can protect every element that colors you.’
- Hey.
- Hey. How are you doing?
‘I'll be by your side no matter what’
- I’m fine. You?
- Not really. Not without you by my side.
‘I will take away every little thing that saddens you’
- I’m sorry..but how…how did you recognize me? I left before you had your surgery..
- I always see you, Tatsuya. In my dream, my future plans…you’re everywhere. I saw you even before I got my sight. You’ve been my light for all these while..
‘So let this love last a little longer… this love… this love..’
He saw me.
And now that we’re finally here, in this moment that feels like an eternity, I promise to myself that I would never let him go.
I will paint thousand more pictures of him.
And this time, I will be in the drawings as well..
-END-
p/s : Again, happy bday,dephi-chan~!! :D
XOXO from me~
♥!
“It is called ‘Code’.” He said after he finished playing his guitar.
“You wrote that yourself?” I love the melody. Somehow it just screams him. Um, more like us actually. Even though the arrangement doesn’t have the lyrics yet, I could feel the song and its soul.
“I wrote this for you.”
We kissed. A soft, light kiss that tastes so delightful; I smiled at the middle of it.
******
Time passed by slowly and as I realized it, it was already winter again. Ryo and I are now strangers once again.
Standing on the same pathway that I used to walk when I met him more than 2
years ago, I looked up at the billboard. There, picture of him smiling with his guitar.
“Nishikido Ryo In Concert
Tokyo Dome
November 10”
I clutched to his ticket tighter and I silently cried. Remembering every memory of us, of how he would touch my face and told me I’m beautiful, of how I would make him sitting for hours and hours on the couch just to draw his ever charming face.
Thousands of pictures of him in my room but he wouldn’t remember me. Not after who he’d become.
Nishikido Ryo is now a rising star that captures every heart of his audience with his mesmerizing talent.
He wouldn’t even recognize me. A poor painter with his white canvas in one hand, walking aimlessly around the city while looking for his customer.
***
“The doctor told me that I might get my vision back!”
“Really? That’s good news!” I literally jumped at him and we kissed and laughed and kissed again.
He just got a contract with a music company and they gave him some money. We decided to use the money for his eyes surgery.
As he brushed my face, be beamed at me. “After this, I could finally see you beautiful face..”
That was when it stroked me.
I’m not beautiful. I’m just an ordinary boy with nothing to offer him.
And he, on the other hand has a bright future waiting ahead of him. I couldn’t jeopardize his career for my own sake. No, he’s too precious for me that I’d do anything just to keep him happy and success, even if it means leaving him.
“Hey, I want to go grab some coffee downstairs. I’ll be back.”
I hugged him tighter than I used to, brushing his hair while trying to hold back my tears.
“OK. Get me a latte, ne?”
As I walked slowly towards his front door, I faintly mouthed “Goodbye” and closed the door.
I never came back to give his cup of latte after that day.
***
10th November.
The neon light of the stadium nearly blinded me as I slowly moved forward, pushing some audiences along the way to find the perfect spot.
I want to see him for the last time, and then I will forget about him. I’ll burn all the pictures of him and pretend that he’d never exist in my life.
He’s a magic. In form of a good-looking man with his classic guitar. Every song that he sang leaves me breathless.
Again and again, until I couldn’t inhale anymore.
I have to go now, before I start to cry, before he notices me.
“Goodbye, Ryo. Have a nice life ahead..” A step backward and I turned away; ready to leave when his voice echoed all over the big stadium.
“And now for my last solo, a new song for my upcoming album, Colours. This is, Code..”
That, that melody..?
Letting go all the tears that I held up for all these painful years, I turned to look straight at him. He smiles back at me, eyes full with sadness. Agony. And surprisingly, hope as well.
With white snow slowly drifting above us, our eyes start to talk with each other as he sings with louder tone.
‘I'll show you that I can protect every element that colors you.’
- Hey.
- Hey. How are you doing?
‘I'll be by your side no matter what’
- I’m fine. You?
- Not really. Not without you by my side.
‘I will take away every little thing that saddens you’
- I’m sorry..but how…how did you recognize me? I left before you had your surgery..
- I always see you, Tatsuya. In my dream, my future plans…you’re everywhere. I saw you even before I got my sight. You’ve been my light for all these while..
‘So let this love last a little longer… this love… this love..’
He saw me.
And now that we’re finally here, in this moment that feels like an eternity, I promise to myself that I would never let him go.
I will paint thousand more pictures of him.
And this time, I will be in the drawings as well..
-END-
p/s : Again, happy bday,dephi-chan~!! :D
XOXO from me~
♥!