Of bullshit and randomness
So I'm in a bad fucking mood and I don't caree who knows it. I feel so fucking sick of everything right now. That's not true. I'm just feeling like shit because I worked fucking HARD and I had school today. Josh didn't work at all, but he decided that he'd rather go watch wrestling all night. I haven't even seen him since I left for class. Plus, I wasn't even invited when I got off work. He left like, 5 minutes before I got home so I wouldn't ask to go and so he wouldn't feel like he should hang out with me. How uncool is that. Whatever. I'll see how he likes being ignored when he gets home.
Ears paid me back. I never though he would. But he did. And I thank him for it. I was hurtin for some cash, plus it was the right thing to do...instead of being a total punk about it.
I wish I had more friends on myspace. I wish I was cool like that.
So I happened across Lucas's myspace page. Apparently he has a girlfriend who totally adores him. I'm glad. That may come off as sarcastic, but it's not. Despite all the bullshit, I really think he deserves to be happy. I hated to put him through what I did, but I thought I deserved to be happy too. I'll always care about him, I mean, he really was my first everything. I just want him to be happy. He's such an awesome person when he's happy. I also wish we could put all this crap behind us and be friends. I would love nothing more than to be his friend again. I don't know if that will ever happen, but it would be nice if it did.
I have a math test tomorrow. I hate math and I suck at it. Then I'm helping Sarah with some things and she is helping me with some things. Then I actually have two full days free. Oh wait, no, I don't. After class both days I have to clean and do laundry (which will probably take all day both days). I guess I'll just sit here and stew about shit. I can't even go on a ride and smoke because I have a busted headlight. Bullshit.
P.S. Vegas was the FUCKING BOMB DOT COM. I loved it so much, I can't wait to go back. I'll have pictures up eventually.
Ears paid me back. I never though he would. But he did. And I thank him for it. I was hurtin for some cash, plus it was the right thing to do...instead of being a total punk about it.
I wish I had more friends on myspace. I wish I was cool like that.
So I happened across Lucas's myspace page. Apparently he has a girlfriend who totally adores him. I'm glad. That may come off as sarcastic, but it's not. Despite all the bullshit, I really think he deserves to be happy. I hated to put him through what I did, but I thought I deserved to be happy too. I'll always care about him, I mean, he really was my first everything. I just want him to be happy. He's such an awesome person when he's happy. I also wish we could put all this crap behind us and be friends. I would love nothing more than to be his friend again. I don't know if that will ever happen, but it would be nice if it did.
I have a math test tomorrow. I hate math and I suck at it. Then I'm helping Sarah with some things and she is helping me with some things. Then I actually have two full days free. Oh wait, no, I don't. After class both days I have to clean and do laundry (which will probably take all day both days). I guess I'll just sit here and stew about shit. I can't even go on a ride and smoke because I have a busted headlight. Bullshit.
P.S. Vegas was the FUCKING BOMB DOT COM. I loved it so much, I can't wait to go back. I'll have pictures up eventually.