Title: All I Have To Give
Fandom: Wizards of Waverly Place
Pairings: Alex/Justin, implied Alex/Dean
Rating: PG
Warnings/Spoilers: Season 2. AUish? Angst.
Summary: "My love is all I have to give..."
Notes: Inspired by the song All I Have To Give by the Backstreet Boys. I heard this song and I instantly thought of Jalex. Written for
wowpdrabbles prompt catch up round / love (lyrics weren't counted for the word count).
“I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buy you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart? - I don't know...
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart”
Justin played softly on his guitar as he gently sang along. His heart was aching at how much the song matched his feelings and thoughts right now. He shouldn’t feel like this - it just wasn’t something that would be accepted, but it was as if his heart wouldn’t let his feelings for her go away. It wouldn’t let him stop loving her.
“But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you... but
Love is all I have to give.”
Love is all I have to give… isn’t that the truth, Justin thought as played. And she would never know exactly what kind of love he has for her. He both prays she never finds out and that she does find out. He hates the fact that he could never tell her. That they could never be together… despite the fact that he was the perfect man for her.
“When you talk - does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please... I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!”
Alex watched him, her vision clouded slightly from crying before. In truth her eyes were still clouded with tears, but not for the same reason they were before. His voice… the emotion as he sang those lyrics… her favorite song, one that not even Harper knew she loved…
“But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you... but
Love is all I have to give...”
Her heart ached… she wanted desperately to be able to go to him and tell him she loved him. That she was sorry that she played jokes on him, that she hurt him, and for whatever else she did to him. She wished she could go to him - she knew he would never hurt her… not like Dean or Josh or Evan did. Alex knew that if they were together, he would never hurt her.
“To you... Hey Girl, I don't want you to cry no more - inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
that I have inside ... I Love You baby…”
“Justin…” The whisper was so low that he barely heard it, but when he looked towards the door to find her standing there he was so glad he didn’t ignore the whisper. She looked absolutely beautiful there. Even with tear-streaked cheeks and puffy eyes from crying, he had never seen anyone more beautiful then she is.
“Alex… what are you doing here?” She shouldn’t be here… she was supposed to be in her room like everyone else. He wasn’t playing loud, at least he hope he wasn’t.
“I couldn’t sleep,” I needed you, the words were left unsaid as Alex stared at her older brother. She wanted desperately to be able to fall into bed with him - nothing dirty just snuggling against him underneath the blankets with his arms around her. With no one but them in the universe.
Justin sat his guitar down on the floor and she walked towards him. He looked up at her before he pulled her into a hug. Which was as far as they could go… even if they could barely control themselves from going further.
THE END.