WOW It's been like forever !!! Nothing new tho , still feel lost and still can't find what i'm missing , i think i need a girl , but then again i'm not good at keeping one cuz i'm stupid so i guess i will never find one that will stay !!! well anyways enough about my sobbing life !!! I might be playin in door hockey come Jan. and i hope it's fun ( Read more... )

Sleep , work , and hockey , and coming soon the gym !!! Oh and no girl :(  !!!

Why does Rebecca have to have a b/f when i want her !!! Now that i can't have her it makes me mad cuz i did have someone great that did love me a lot and i blew it !!! All cuz of this fuckin LJ so y i'm i still writting in it , fuck if i know but i should stop !!! peace out

Sense i have almost no one to love i've just been playin hockey alot !!!

:'(  :'(  :'(   FUCK !!!! I'm such a fuckin mess up , i just want to die after my fuck up that is killin my heart more and more now that i lost someone that i care about !!!

Today sucked ass !!!!!!!!! First cuz i had the day off and nothing to do !!! Then Rebecca didn't want to hang out with me megan and nick , so i'm goin to megan's so she can be by herself with nick !!! Now i'm sittin here bored as fuck watchin the Wings game cuz thats the only thing that is goin to hopefully cheer me up !!!

Rebecca came over with megan !!! YAY

Life sucks then u die !!!

Today fuckin sucked and i don't know y either !!! it started off great and i was in a great mood and the around 6, boom i'm in a bad mood for no reason !!! and now i want to punch sumone !!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! Only if i got to hang with Rebecca then i could have cheered up cuz she's great !!!

Tues. i went to the mall and then hung out with my girl and ryan and then me and ryan went and played pool for 2hrs. and then i took him home and i went and seen Rebecca at Megan's house {the most fun part of my day} !!! Then came home around 1:30a.m. and now chillin til about 4a.m. when i should be tired and go to bed !!! til next time peace out ( Read more... )