Jun 26, 2007 15:33
it's hot as BALLS outside...and it's not much cooler in my room.
i'm watching sex and the city like it's my job...i love the fact that carissa owns the complete series on dvd.
speaking of my job, i lost my job at noco...and found a new one within ten minutes. i work for SUnoco now. if noco fucks me out of check for this week, i'll kill them. it took noco three weeks after james got fired to get him his check...
james and i broke up. i moved out. he makes me want to kill myself. literally. he makes me feel so bad about breaking up with him and moving out that it breaks my heart and drives me to do some stupid shit to myself...asshole.
i'm a neurotic, emotional mess.
i like a boy...who has a girlfriend, is in love with his dumbass EX girlfriend still, is one of my one ex-boyfriends best friends, who treats me like a princess...i don't get it. and it breaks my heart. oh, and his mom loves me. what gives?
fuck this shit...
i'm kind of falling apart and i don't look good.
grr...