May 28, 2004 08:30
I just want some HONESTY, that's all.
Can't say I'm surprised.
It ALWAYS works out this way.
I'm sure it's more _____'s fault than ______'s, but it's still REALLY annoying.
When I'm told one thing and then I find out another...
Get to me.
Sorry.
I don't like these little cliques that are forming right when I'm about to graduate, taking certain times away from me, screwing with certain vibes...
This ALWAYS happens.
I should just accept it as a guarantee now.
Going to ______ with _______ really means chilling with ________ and ________.
That's what it means.
No matter what I'm told.
I should accept the two as equivalent events.
One inevitably leads to another.
And it's funny, because the first was planned, it was promised, and that's cool, I can totally go with that.
But plans with ME were broken because of this promise, but then OTHER plans were made, so there clearly WAS time...
WTF, Donny?
Just be honest with me.
"I know I said I'd chill with you but I'd rather ___________"
I think I'm going to delete my Friends page.
Stop reading other people's LJs.
Because that's how I find out I was lied to 99% of the time, and I'm sick of it.
If the lies aren't going to stop, I want to stop unconvering them.
They just hurt and/or anger me to no end.
So yeah...delete Friends page?
No!
Just realized, if I delete my Friends, no one can reply here.
Oh well, I can fix that.
But then no one can read my Friends Only posts.
Oh well, no one should read those anyway, they're insane.
So yea, deleting Friends page after I save this.
I don't want to find out about people lying to me anymore.
I want to pretend I'm worth more than that.
So much for Senior Cut Day, it's raining cats and dogs.
$10 says no one calls me today to hang out.
Maybe I'll get a call- "I'm just going to _____ with _______ first"
Then tomorrow I find out otherwise.
NO! I won't find out because I'm deleting Friends pages.
So.
Whatever.
I'll probably be home all day today.
Oh well.
Bite me.