Apr 18, 2012 02:01
How do you get over someone? How do you get over seeing them with the person who's relationship broke your relationship? It's been six months, and it's loads better, but it still kills me a little inside to see them together. And that makes me feel like a horrible person. I'm going to D(whatever number this is) this weekend and I'm seriously weirded out about seeing them there. It will seriously cramp my ability to get relaxed and mildly sexy if they're in the room.
I haven't really told him the reasons I'm angry at him. I definitely did some preemptive removing of myself from that situation because I didn't feel like venting on him right after breaking up with him was a good idea. Maybe I should rethink that strategy.
It makes me so angry to see him with two partners when I have none. And, again, thinking that makes me feel like an absolutely horrible person, because WOW that's fucked up.