Aug 28, 2005 21:15
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ANOTHER GREAT DAY!!! This whole week is good...very very good. I have had two known votes to be employee of the month!!! What are the odds? Me...hahaha. Been there ten months and I'm getting voters. I won't win of course...there is a maximum of like 400 votes...2 in 400 is are not great odds, but it still makes me feel good. Jim King (hardware manager) would laugh at me every time he saw me...he said that I'm very amusing to watch and that I'm always happy and he likes it. I'm trying to apply my work happiness to my life and it seems to be working really well!
SO...yeah. Yesterday I babysat and cleaned...it actually didn't even put me in a bummed mood either...I had lots to think about and cleaning is my thinking thing. So, I hadn't seen Jamie since Tuesday...I talked to him on the phone and we discovered that for the first time in like EVER...we have the same day off!!! I was quite surprised. He said something that probably would have made me feel...I dunno, maybe slightly distressed or something...but I didn't hear it, lol...oops. It was about going out places when we hang out but I completely missed it...and when he asked if I agreed, I said yes...whatever...what he doesn't know won't hurt him, right? Well, that's only for little piddly things. But anyway...so I have to decide what to do on Wednesday and I have no idea. To tell the truth...when I get in slumps like this and haven't even seen Jamie in a long time, I always get rather...disturbed about him and I. I wonder why we're together. If I can't even figure out what to do with him...but whatever. Not a very exciting relationship we've got. He always has to go out and I'm running out of ideas. FORTUNETALLY, I called him tonight and we talked for a bit and then we went to Tim Horton's for awhile. IT WAS GREAT. I really enjoy being with him A LOT. I wish I didn't ever second think us. I always have such a great time with him and I really want to make this last for as long as possible. Oy...my mind sucks, lol.
Well, my internet is set to be automatically shut down at 9:30pm...so I have to go now...I've got 2 more minutes to go :S