Resolutions and Revelations
Alright, I know this is going to be some hard news... I'm sorry ladies...but I'm just not going to date for a while. Yes yes, I know, it is difficult, but please...just...try to understand...
So I had finally made it a point to just break up with Tristan this week. I had a great weekend, came to the conclusion that he was a waste of headspace, and I tried adamantly to get a hold of him on monday.
Silence seems to be a good enough resort, as he was very obviously trying not to let me get a hold of him, for whatever reason, so I'm just going to leave it at that.
Hey, I tried.
Well, so since it's over, I thought things would be harder for me than they are...but since he finally showed me that he can be a dick, I don't have any residual feelings for him. Yay! :)
At least it's at a point where it's mutual.
Leaving guilt free.
So yes, no more dating for some time now.
It kind of sucks... Apparently there are massively sexy people out there who find me terribly attractive... In fact, ones that actually have lives and talents and even enjoy doing interesting things with other people ::gasp::
My friends are soooooo fucking cool :)
::sigh:: But yeah...that's how life will always be... I just can't bring myself to date right now...
Kiss girls at parties...yes!
Some habits will just never die.
In other news, I had a crazy dream last night where gangsters took over the town and I was a spy that had to infiltrate the sectors of the city that they had converted to their own. It was...difficult. I've had tons of infiltration dreams, things where I'm a spy, etc etc, but they were all more military operated or swords and sorcery based, never an actual "east side" threat or anything like that. It was very different feeling.
I don't think it had anything to do with playing the game cube's game pikmin with Barton and Sara...
So tomorrow is my doryan76's birthday!
We're having an orgy feast and will probably all break into song at some point in the evening!
I'll be keeping my promise to play violin on that day...
So I had finally made it a point to just break up with Tristan this week. I had a great weekend, came to the conclusion that he was a waste of headspace, and I tried adamantly to get a hold of him on monday.
Silence seems to be a good enough resort, as he was very obviously trying not to let me get a hold of him, for whatever reason, so I'm just going to leave it at that.
Hey, I tried.
Well, so since it's over, I thought things would be harder for me than they are...but since he finally showed me that he can be a dick, I don't have any residual feelings for him. Yay! :)
At least it's at a point where it's mutual.
Leaving guilt free.
So yes, no more dating for some time now.
It kind of sucks... Apparently there are massively sexy people out there who find me terribly attractive... In fact, ones that actually have lives and talents and even enjoy doing interesting things with other people ::gasp::
My friends are soooooo fucking cool :)
::sigh:: But yeah...that's how life will always be... I just can't bring myself to date right now...
Kiss girls at parties...yes!
Some habits will just never die.
In other news, I had a crazy dream last night where gangsters took over the town and I was a spy that had to infiltrate the sectors of the city that they had converted to their own. It was...difficult. I've had tons of infiltration dreams, things where I'm a spy, etc etc, but they were all more military operated or swords and sorcery based, never an actual "east side" threat or anything like that. It was very different feeling.
I don't think it had anything to do with playing the game cube's game pikmin with Barton and Sara...
So tomorrow is my doryan76's birthday!
We're having an orgy feast and will probably all break into song at some point in the evening!
I'll be keeping my promise to play violin on that day...