Guilt
Just a quick one before I really start studying.
"Love shouldn’t keep notes on every blunder ever made. When a mistake occurs, retaliation should never be a thought. The pain felt by your companion’s mistake shouldn’t make you want to get even. If you know how much it hurt you, why would you want the one you love to experience that same agony? Those feelings are poisonous. A desire to exact revenge or document every error is a surefire sign that you’re involved in something other than love. Instead you’ve got yourself a contaminated, breakable link that the Grim Reaper of Love is ominously stalking - preparing for its imminent death."
-http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/what-love-shouldnt-feel-like/#HLcGwyCElSVbJASA.01
Just reading that line struck me, like really really BAM in my face kind of struck. Like why the fuck didn't I see it coming right at me at 100 mph? I mean, I actually voiced out words like those but yet I never followed what I preached. I let myself get hurt because I was stupid enough and willing enough to let it happen. Oh well, only myself to blame. -shrugs.
I guess I've really grown up. I guess I can see what I really want out of life now. I am in charge of my own happiness. No more nonsense. So cheers to better days ahead! And thank you God, for letting that happen and making everything fall into place right now. (:
"Love shouldn’t keep notes on every blunder ever made. When a mistake occurs, retaliation should never be a thought. The pain felt by your companion’s mistake shouldn’t make you want to get even. If you know how much it hurt you, why would you want the one you love to experience that same agony? Those feelings are poisonous. A desire to exact revenge or document every error is a surefire sign that you’re involved in something other than love. Instead you’ve got yourself a contaminated, breakable link that the Grim Reaper of Love is ominously stalking - preparing for its imminent death."
-http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/what-love-shouldnt-feel-like/#HLcGwyCElSVbJASA.01
Just reading that line struck me, like really really BAM in my face kind of struck. Like why the fuck didn't I see it coming right at me at 100 mph? I mean, I actually voiced out words like those but yet I never followed what I preached. I let myself get hurt because I was stupid enough and willing enough to let it happen. Oh well, only myself to blame. -shrugs.
I guess I've really grown up. I guess I can see what I really want out of life now. I am in charge of my own happiness. No more nonsense. So cheers to better days ahead! And thank you God, for letting that happen and making everything fall into place right now. (: