Crazy
Jaime if you read this do NOT let Luke or Jon read it PLEASE!
Well things are crazy as usual. My friend asked the chick if my cowboy was her boyfriend and she said she is and aslo that she knows about me. What she knows I have no idea and it's driving me nuts. So I guess he is just cowboy now not my cowboy, oh well.
I thought I had found this really great guy (he even likes the same nascar drivers I do) then he supposedly couldn't get out of work and couldn't make it on Wednesday. We talked last night about going to the movies tonight but he isn't on for me to see if he still wants to go.
Yesterday I met another guy and he is great. He is hilarious and has a job and a degree. He is only 24 (I know I'm only 19 but the cowboy was 26) and he has his own place. The only problem is he likes the only driver in nascar that I absolutely HATE. Oh well I can get over that. We were supposed to go to the movies tonight but when I talked to him earlier he said he didn't feel good. I told him it was ok we didn't have to go we could tomorrow or another day. He told me at the last minute a friend of his called him and had an extra ticket to the MSU vs ND game and he turned it down to go to the movies with me. He told me he was gonna lay down and take a nap to call him at 7 and we would go at 9. I called him but he didn't wake up which is ok with me he obioulsy needs sleep. Plus the fact that we talked on the phone from 12:30 am- 2:30 am this morning makes it ok. It soo did not seem like it was that long, I guess that is a good thing. Another good thing about him is the fact that he wants to take things slow and doesn't just want sex. That helps me because I am trying to find a relationship because I am done with the "wild child" stage. It has only gotten me hurt numerous times. I am not saying we will get into a relationship, I would like it though because we really clicked when we were talking and he said he thinks there may be a chance for us since we were clicking so well. I am not going to get my hopes up because I don't want to get hurt again this soon.
Well there is only 2 more weeks for the karaoke contest at Celebrations. This upcomming Wednesday is Country and I have a good idea of what I am going to sing. The week after that is 2 of your choice. I am almost positive that I know the two songs.
I still am looking for a job it s driving me crazy not working. A person can only stay in a house for so long before going crazy.
One other thing before I go that I need to vent about. My little sister's boyfriend. I am getting sick and tired of his stupid games/jokes whatever he thinks they are. They are not funny at all. Also, I think he is a little too possesive seeing as they have only been going out for like 2 1/2 months. I know she really cares for him and got pssed at me when I said something about it, all I know is I have always tried to protect my siblings and family from getting hurt like I feel she will. I only fear I wont be able to proterct her this time because I don't think she will let me. I really don't know what to do. That is one thing that hurts me more than a guy hurting me, a guy hurting someone I care about.
Well I guess I am done venting so I will go now. Talk to everyone later.