Tonight is the first night back to work since I hurt my knee. I'm working overnight, and I have access to a kitchen full of food. But I also have Diet Coke, coffee, tea, and fat free popcorn. I can be strong.

So, I was away for a bit. I was in the hospital due to a torn quadriceps tendon. I haven't been able to exercise or even really move around, and my eating has been shit. Oh, and the ER doctor even told me I have chunky knees. Icing on the cake, my friends.

And I can't bring myself to post my current weight yet. I've struggled with my weight since I was 10. I had notoriously unsupportive friends and family. They would make mean comments, bring me down, and offer what they thought was constructive criticism. Well, it was destructive, and fed my self-destruction ( Read more... )