"You mean you don't know what size underwear you are?"
I have finally decided what I am getting my Secret Santa recipient. She will be receiving a Capri Sun purse, stocked with some Burt's Bees lip balm (and some DCT, even though Burt's Bees is WAY better), a couple of bracelets, and something little and trumpet-ish. Probably some candy and other little surprises as well. I'm going to mail it out sometime this week- I really, really hope that she likes it!
Last night I went to Wal-Mart with Seela; I bought some new underwear. Apparently, according to Seela and her friends that we ran into while wandering around Wal-Mart at 1 in the morning, boy-shorts are very hot. So I bought two pair, and only one fits. I would have known this ahead of time if I had been able to try them on (over my own underwear... And yes I am washing them before I wear them) but the lady who was standing in front of the fitting room refused to let me go into the little booth with underwear. Whatever. Why one fits and the other doesn't, I have no idea, because they are the same size. But yeah... I think it has something to do with my huge ass. I really need to lose some weight... Not only for corps but just because I have gained a lot of weight. I've probably gained 45 pounds in the past year and a half. That's disgusting. I am thinking of taking Stackers again, when I did I lost a lot of weight, that was probably when I hit my current low point of about 125. I would kill to be there again. I am so lazy, though. And I eat way too much. Blah.
I want a real boyfriend... One that I can see and touch and kiss. I'm tired of everything else. Actually, I don't even want a boyfriend so much as I want to be 17 and free to do whatever I want. I want to be desired.
This week I work every day, that's going to be good. I had 27 hours last week and 23 this week, and I will probably pick up a Saturday or Sunday shift. That should bump it up to just over 30, which will be really nice when I get paid. I have $50 to last me two weeks right now. I need another job.
Hmm... I think that's about it.
I wish that I have the strength to be strict with myself for the next few months so that I can get into really good shape. If you see me online, ask me why I'm not running.
I'm off for the night. Sleep sleep sleep!
Con mucho cariño...
S2