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I told Ray and Amanda that I was going to skull fuck myself with a cucumber..sweet huh?
Ooo what shit i've slipped on this past week..weeks? I'm growing tired of questions...the same ones over and over disguised in different forms. But i'm afraid that as soon as i stop questioning .. i'll end up somewhere i don't want to be. Change is good yes? ahh but at what rapid and nauseeating speed my mind flys from one relm to the next. I wish someone was at my pace (or i could slow down). It might be cocky or foolish of me to say...but i see so many people living in stages i've already passed. So i've grown a patience for others...but i guess sometimes i snap. I want someone to pick me apart. Just tear me into itty bitty shreads. I do it all the time to everyone else (probably my worst character flaw) I see things in people and i rip them out to show them. Absolutally uneccessary. I need to learn how to candy coat things..and not be so blunt (better yet just shut the fuck up).
Who the hell am i to critisize--pick--poke--shake. It doesn't do jack diddly anyway. The only way people learn is for themselves. We fuck up enough ...and hopefully with the help of common sense..we adjust. Let living be liveing! We can't constantly look down on the rest of the world because we don't think alike/look alike/talk alike/dress alike/act alike. How selfish! Blame society for everything if it makes you feel any better... But unless you are willing to change society to fit your perfect scenerio...you're wasteing your time. "THIS IS WHATS WRONG WITH THE WORLD!".....yea so what? are you going to do anything about it? Let it go.
...I am jake's hypocracy.
Ooo what shit i've slipped on this past week..weeks? I'm growing tired of questions...the same ones over and over disguised in different forms. But i'm afraid that as soon as i stop questioning .. i'll end up somewhere i don't want to be. Change is good yes? ahh but at what rapid and nauseeating speed my mind flys from one relm to the next. I wish someone was at my pace (or i could slow down). It might be cocky or foolish of me to say...but i see so many people living in stages i've already passed. So i've grown a patience for others...but i guess sometimes i snap. I want someone to pick me apart. Just tear me into itty bitty shreads. I do it all the time to everyone else (probably my worst character flaw) I see things in people and i rip them out to show them. Absolutally uneccessary. I need to learn how to candy coat things..and not be so blunt (better yet just shut the fuck up).
Who the hell am i to critisize--pick--poke--shake. It doesn't do jack diddly anyway. The only way people learn is for themselves. We fuck up enough ...and hopefully with the help of common sense..we adjust. Let living be liveing! We can't constantly look down on the rest of the world because we don't think alike/look alike/talk alike/dress alike/act alike. How selfish! Blame society for everything if it makes you feel any better... But unless you are willing to change society to fit your perfect scenerio...you're wasteing your time. "THIS IS WHATS WRONG WITH THE WORLD!".....yea so what? are you going to do anything about it? Let it go.
...I am jake's hypocracy.