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As much as i'd like to believe that there is more to life than money...i know in the back of my mind that the green is equally valued as much as breathable air. Pathetic. Disgusting. I really did want to go to AI..i day dreamed about it. Can you imagin doing something you want? I used to be able to. It's gone now. I've come to the pessimistic conclusion that people don't get what they want...they end up settling for second best. Yea, and now that i can't afford to go to the school of my dreams i get to settle for some mediocer future..filled with waitress jobs and secretarial positions. Joy. But i'll have my own place in the process. My own place away from here.
It's hard for me to understand why people love it here so much. When i think of Woodbridge 10 years from now i'll think of the Hardtimes...Hardtimes...and the general feeling of being imprisoned by rules and money. This place means the end of the begining i never had the chance to start.
So i raise my glass....to the end of something beautiful that i never had the chance to see. Was it selfish of me to even imagin? I'm an idiot. I did this to myself and now I have myself to blame for it.
Isn't life Grand?
It's hard for me to understand why people love it here so much. When i think of Woodbridge 10 years from now i'll think of the Hardtimes...Hardtimes...and the general feeling of being imprisoned by rules and money. This place means the end of the begining i never had the chance to start.
So i raise my glass....to the end of something beautiful that i never had the chance to see. Was it selfish of me to even imagin? I'm an idiot. I did this to myself and now I have myself to blame for it.
Isn't life Grand?