May 07, 2004 03:49
A few nights ago I was sitting in my usual cyber chatroom, in a bit more of a chatty mood than usual. I was saying hi to every girl that came in, was making some general chit-chat with a few others, nothing big.
This one girl comes in. I say hi. She says hi back and gives her A/S/L as 14/F/OR. Well gee, I'm from Oregon too! She askes where, I tell her the name of my city. She tells me her STREET ADDRESS. Yeah, ok, you've just given out your STREET ADDRESS to an entire cyber chatroom, girlie. I remind her that that's usually not a smart idea when "surrounded" by horny strangers. Her reply, "why you wanna rape me?" I assure her that, no, I do not want to rape her, but I think that's a bit too much info to be giving out. Some people...
Had a very interesting dream last night about a girl I knew in middle school and high school. She dated most of my friends, and was probably the only girl that I seriously considered asking out. But she got with another guy before I had a chance.
Anyways, the dream. Her and I were at our old middle school building. I found her crying and asked her what was wrong. She told me that she had just been attacked and touched by some guys. I helped her up, and supported her so she could walk. I told her that I would walk her home and she clung to me most of the way. As we walked to her house, I told her that I'd stay with her if she wanted and that I'd protect her. As if to try and take her mind off of things, I started talking about how much the surrounding area had changed since we went to middle school there. Of course, in this dream, as in many other dreams, nothing is the way it really is. Generally my dreams tend to take real places, like my house or my neighborhood and make it a much more dramatic dynamic place. So I was commenting on all these changes I saw, how time changes so many things.
About halfway to her place, she doubled over and fell into a ditch. She was wimpering and clutching her stomach and I was of course desperately asking her what was wrong? She wouldn't say, she just kept crying and wimpering in the ditch. A couple elderly people walked by and just looked at us and smiled. They didn't try to help at all. Eventually she fell asleep in the ditch, with me standing over her continuing to ask her what was wrong, and telling her that she needed to wake up.
The dream ended there, thanks to my ever annoying alarm clock. As a result, I've been thinking of her a lot today. Wondering if she's still with that guy that asked her out before I got the chance to summon enough courage to do so. I know before we all graduated and went our seperate ways that she was supposedly rather wild in bed, but you'd never think that if you looked at her. I actually carried her picture in my wallet for a long time, not out of a broken heart or anything similar, but mostly because she gave it to me and I forgot it was in there. Every now and then I'll see it while I'm going for my credit card, and I smile remembering the fun moments we shared in high school and wondering just what might have been.
stupid,
internet,
becky,
dreams