The story of my death and rebirth!
Well, the question has been asked over and over again: "Where did you go?" "What happened?" "Did you get deleted?"
Well, here's the story...
As some of you may have noticed before I vanished, my last few entries (which I chose not to repost here) were on the depressed side of things. A good friend of mine and I were slowly losing our friendship, and she meant so much to me that the loss of her friendship really really devistated me. I know it sounds just sort of...odd, but in my depressed state I deleted this OD because I guess it reminded me too much of her. You see, she was the first person I ever cybered with (over a year ago) and openly discussed all things sexual with. In effect, she was the reason why my persona as justanotherhardguy existed.
Anyways, I went off on a trip shortly after I deleted this OD's first incarnation and when I came back I found an e-mail from her. In it, she said she was sorry and that she wanted to work things out. After a few e-mails (where things nearly fell apart again, ugh), we met up on the IRC channel where we first met and made up. No, there was no cybering going on that night. Just talking, and healing, and mending of our bruised and battered hearts. We left each other that night with those three wonderful words that I think you all know. ;)
Now, seeing as I had just been on a trip with my friends, I hadn't masturbated at all while I was gone, mainly because I lacked any privacy, and I'm sure that spending extra time in the bathroom alone would have raised several suspicions. Anyways, since I had been "innocent" *snicker* for so long, my body didn't crave it from me after that. It's goofy, but that's how I work. Well, that night after talking to my best friend (and hopefully future bride), I felt it rising within me. For the first time in roughly 2 weeks, I had an orgasm and it was just wonderful.
The next night I started jahg back up here on OD, and well...here we are!
Well, here's the story...
As some of you may have noticed before I vanished, my last few entries (which I chose not to repost here) were on the depressed side of things. A good friend of mine and I were slowly losing our friendship, and she meant so much to me that the loss of her friendship really really devistated me. I know it sounds just sort of...odd, but in my depressed state I deleted this OD because I guess it reminded me too much of her. You see, she was the first person I ever cybered with (over a year ago) and openly discussed all things sexual with. In effect, she was the reason why my persona as justanotherhardguy existed.
Anyways, I went off on a trip shortly after I deleted this OD's first incarnation and when I came back I found an e-mail from her. In it, she said she was sorry and that she wanted to work things out. After a few e-mails (where things nearly fell apart again, ugh), we met up on the IRC channel where we first met and made up. No, there was no cybering going on that night. Just talking, and healing, and mending of our bruised and battered hearts. We left each other that night with those three wonderful words that I think you all know. ;)
Now, seeing as I had just been on a trip with my friends, I hadn't masturbated at all while I was gone, mainly because I lacked any privacy, and I'm sure that spending extra time in the bathroom alone would have raised several suspicions. Anyways, since I had been "innocent" *snicker* for so long, my body didn't crave it from me after that. It's goofy, but that's how I work. Well, that night after talking to my best friend (and hopefully future bride), I felt it rising within me. For the first time in roughly 2 weeks, I had an orgasm and it was just wonderful.
The next night I started jahg back up here on OD, and well...here we are!