...but then again i know what it would do, leave me wishing still for one more day with you...
i feel lonely. very lonely. and i dont know why. i just want to be taken away from here. away from this place. away from everything and all the bullshit that comes with it. i just want to go away. just for a while. i feel like im searching again. subconciously. like all my energies are being drawn towards searching. like i have no desire to go to work. no desire to go home. no desire to see the majority of my friends. just one or two. that i can put up with right now. i just dont get it. things were going smoothly, and then i get hit with this. i dont get it. i only have 7 months left of this and then im outta here. i dont see why i feel so lonely. i just dont get it. i just dont understand. i just want to go away.