you know i love you soooooo...

[hardcorebikeret]

the people i attract is extrodinary
i care about greg i honestly do
but hes always so barred out
i dont know what is reality
and what
is fantsy

he just told me he loves me
after taking
7 bars
and drinking
2 daquiris

i just dont understand somethings
yes i mean
i wanna be going out still
i wanna party like hell
but its time for me to grow up
and i realize that
but i dont think some people realize
when exactly its time to do that

i mean i care about him
i really do
but i dont think i have the ability to
gain such strong feelings for another person
in such a short amount of time

things here have been
quiet
its different

i chilled at elisa's all day
and i kissed a boy
only to confide such an act
to my thirteen yr old cuz
to which he then reminded me

i have a boyfriend

thats really sad

i also bought alcohol today
w/ Elisa's i.d.
it was fuckin tight
i felt like a lil bad ass
even tho i did buy the wrong kind of beer
haha

i miss dana
i miss greg
and im losing my mind over here
w/o them

i just had to get some things off my chest i guess