Dec 05, 2004 00:52
i hate myself
i truely do
i look in the mirror and i disgust myself
how did i become this girl?
"mom why are guys so complicated?"
"their not, they just want one thing and just cant give it to them."
well that happens when you do give it to them?
i'll tell you
they blow you off and walk away leaving you all alone in the parking lot of a fast food place, and as you watch their tail lights getting smaller and smaller you feel yourself getting smaller and smaller.
and thats where the disgust part comes in
you feel alone
hurt
torn between wanting to cry
and wanting to go find someone else to run to
when did i get this way?
the list of guys that i let affect the way i feel goes on for days
i guess the pink hair boy is just another to add
my wonderful saterday night