im just kinda drifting right now
im working,but i got a free moment.
caitlin, i dont know what i'd do without you. thank you so much. you just let me talk your ear off for like 2 hours about just everything.and i feel like i havent been there much for you . .but when i was at your house last night that didnt matter at all. it was like old times and i jsut love that about you. how you just get your friends and accept them for what they are; flaws and all. i wont do anything stupid and this year is gonna be so good. me, you, and kara. it'll rock. i hope you had fun with ehr today getting coffee, i was so unhappy that i couldnt be there, but im just glad that shes home and now we can all hang out again!! we should do a coffee friday before work tomorrow. ;) but back on track . . .you have no idea how much it meant to me that you would just hear me out about EVERYTHING. i think that you and very few other people completely get me. and thts all i need. i could care less about everybody else. if they cant get it, at least a little, they arent worth my time or energy.
emily i miss you like fuck. and we need to talk because i miss miss miss talking to you soooo much! i think im gonna call you in a few minutes.
im trying not to let certain things bother me right now. im trying to get on with my life. im sick of feeling hurt and wretched. im thinking of asking my mom for therapy, but im afraid she'll laugh in my face and tell me im not depressed. im not depressed, im just . . .wrong. i feel wrong sometimes. i get sad about things alot then cnat shake it for like a week. plus i have all my personal garbage that we all seem to have nad be able to carry. im just a little weaker than most i think. nothing huge, just need to build up some muscle, if you catch my drift
caitlin, i dont know what i'd do without you. thank you so much. you just let me talk your ear off for like 2 hours about just everything.and i feel like i havent been there much for you . .but when i was at your house last night that didnt matter at all. it was like old times and i jsut love that about you. how you just get your friends and accept them for what they are; flaws and all. i wont do anything stupid and this year is gonna be so good. me, you, and kara. it'll rock. i hope you had fun with ehr today getting coffee, i was so unhappy that i couldnt be there, but im just glad that shes home and now we can all hang out again!! we should do a coffee friday before work tomorrow. ;) but back on track . . .you have no idea how much it meant to me that you would just hear me out about EVERYTHING. i think that you and very few other people completely get me. and thts all i need. i could care less about everybody else. if they cant get it, at least a little, they arent worth my time or energy.
emily i miss you like fuck. and we need to talk because i miss miss miss talking to you soooo much! i think im gonna call you in a few minutes.
im trying not to let certain things bother me right now. im trying to get on with my life. im sick of feeling hurt and wretched. im thinking of asking my mom for therapy, but im afraid she'll laugh in my face and tell me im not depressed. im not depressed, im just . . .wrong. i feel wrong sometimes. i get sad about things alot then cnat shake it for like a week. plus i have all my personal garbage that we all seem to have nad be able to carry. im just a little weaker than most i think. nothing huge, just need to build up some muscle, if you catch my drift