everyone is coming and going today .. crazy
hung out w/ greg, carmen, em, and ally yesterday. tres amusante. i missed them. u never really realize how much you love someone when u havent seen them in a while. that goes for a lot of my friends.
caitlin and family came home today!! I missed her soooo much. got a chance to chat w. her. good good. plus, mom is leaving tonight for Sturgis. i'll miss her, but we need a break. we keep burning each other up. we had a huge college discussion . . .it went ok. Im going to live with my dad and study in Chicago for 2 years, then im transfering to Berkley (sp?) or some college near or in SanFran. i'll go mad if i stay here.
i've been ok, not fabulous, but just ok. i dont feel like im just living n/e more, which is a good thing. im trying to keep busy and find things to do, i dont wanna fall back into what i was. i hated that person. but i think that we all secretly hate ourselves, we just have to make an effort to love and accept.
caitlin and family came home today!! I missed her soooo much. got a chance to chat w. her. good good. plus, mom is leaving tonight for Sturgis. i'll miss her, but we need a break. we keep burning each other up. we had a huge college discussion . . .it went ok. Im going to live with my dad and study in Chicago for 2 years, then im transfering to Berkley (sp?) or some college near or in SanFran. i'll go mad if i stay here.
i've been ok, not fabulous, but just ok. i dont feel like im just living n/e more, which is a good thing. im trying to keep busy and find things to do, i dont wanna fall back into what i was. i hated that person. but i think that we all secretly hate ourselves, we just have to make an effort to love and accept.