Each time I make my mother cry an
angel dies and falls from heaven
when the boy is still a worm it's hard to
learn the number seven
but when they get to you
it's the first thing that they do
each time I look outside
my mother dies I feel my back is changing shape
when the worm consumes the boy it's never
considered rape
when they get to you
prick your finger it is done...
the moon has now eclipsed the sun...
the angel has spread its wings...
the time has come for bitter things...
[it's hard to fight this empty feeling]
[it's all i could do, being all alone]
[i can't and won't do pointless math anymore]
there's not much left to love
too tired today to hate
I feel the empty
I feel the minute of decay
I'm on my way down now I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
I'm on my way down now I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
the minute that it's born
it begins to die
I'd love to just give in
I'd love to live this lie
I've been to black and back
I've whited out my name
a lack of pain, a lack of hope,
a lack of anything to say
there is no cure for what is killing me
I'm on my way down
I've looked ahead and saw a
world that's dead
I guess that I am too
i don't know if i can do this anymore, any of it...sometimes i wish i had the option to just turn my back on it all and start walking in a completly different direction, but no. we can't live in our heads, thing's "need to be done" bah, i'm not thinking clearly, you can ignore this...it's not really anything anyways....*sigh*