Fuck The Pain Away
This time I WON'T keep it to myself...
Joel is a lying decietful manipulative fucked up enormous piece of LYING horse shit that doesn't deserve me, or my attention or to be in my thoughts. He's a fucking waste of time and I can't believe I spent so much of it missing him and putting up with his bullshit. That fuckin whore would probably not want me to reveal this but I don't give a fuck anymore - he's hurt me twice (more than that but I was made to believe that I was making something out of nothing as always by kingfuck) and on purpose, and he thinks it's funny. He probably thinks I'm writing this for sympathy or whatever or to make him look like the bad guy but he does a good job of that himself so fuck him. Fuck you up the arse Joel! How dare he make me feel so fuckin stupid and let me trust him with that fuckin cunt on the internet that he promised was just a friend. I fuckin went to pick him up when he went out with him for drinks for fuck sake. He made me feel like a paranoid possessive freak - he said nothing happened! That there was no opportunity. He fuckin told me he liked me as if that was enough, like that meant something. 'The 'l' word will soon be the 'L' word'.. (like would turn in to love) That lying sonofacunt - I gave so much of myself to him! Then he forces
me to go out without him that night because he was tired or whatever and the whole time while I was waiting he had gone back to see his gaydar creep
to have sex. He lied to my face, he said he had fallen asleep. But I'm fuckin stupid. I didn't see how eager he was for me to leave. And now he tells me, over a fuckin month later, while the whole time I could barely function because that fucker was always on my mind and all he has to say is 'you are so easy to manipulate'. That he's probably gonna fuck with him again when he comes back. Fuck you right up the arse! His fuckin loss! I can't wait for him to come back to melbourne now so I can bash his mongoloid face in to a bloody pulp! I can't believe I fell for that cunt. Now I just have to erase him from my mind, erase him from my heart and erase him out of my life!'you will NEVER get over me' he fuckin says. Well nothing lasts forever you fuckin ugly empty whore!!!
Joel is a lying decietful manipulative fucked up enormous piece of LYING horse shit that doesn't deserve me, or my attention or to be in my thoughts. He's a fucking waste of time and I can't believe I spent so much of it missing him and putting up with his bullshit. That fuckin whore would probably not want me to reveal this but I don't give a fuck anymore - he's hurt me twice (more than that but I was made to believe that I was making something out of nothing as always by kingfuck) and on purpose, and he thinks it's funny. He probably thinks I'm writing this for sympathy or whatever or to make him look like the bad guy but he does a good job of that himself so fuck him. Fuck you up the arse Joel! How dare he make me feel so fuckin stupid and let me trust him with that fuckin cunt on the internet that he promised was just a friend. I fuckin went to pick him up when he went out with him for drinks for fuck sake. He made me feel like a paranoid possessive freak - he said nothing happened! That there was no opportunity. He fuckin told me he liked me as if that was enough, like that meant something. 'The 'l' word will soon be the 'L' word'.. (like would turn in to love) That lying sonofacunt - I gave so much of myself to him! Then he forces
me to go out without him that night because he was tired or whatever and the whole time while I was waiting he had gone back to see his gaydar creep
to have sex. He lied to my face, he said he had fallen asleep. But I'm fuckin stupid. I didn't see how eager he was for me to leave. And now he tells me, over a fuckin month later, while the whole time I could barely function because that fucker was always on my mind and all he has to say is 'you are so easy to manipulate'. That he's probably gonna fuck with him again when he comes back. Fuck you right up the arse! His fuckin loss! I can't wait for him to come back to melbourne now so I can bash his mongoloid face in to a bloody pulp! I can't believe I fell for that cunt. Now I just have to erase him from my mind, erase him from my heart and erase him out of my life!'you will NEVER get over me' he fuckin says. Well nothing lasts forever you fuckin ugly empty whore!!!