Jul 21, 2006 20:43
I started a war today.
I think ive started more with myself.
It started with some ust on my shelf, and i found what you left me.
What whent wrong? What did i do? Oh God how i miss you.
You Left town and i stayed Right here waitting and debaitting if i should run for you.
Im sitting here comptemplatting what to do about you Jessica.
Jessica's Huaghes shine in her smile as i turn the Cd on "Oh Jessie's Girl".
I stared a war today.
I opened that steel chained door where i locked up memories of the girl i called a whore.
I swore never more and i shut and locked that door.
However your smile would bore and soon it was open once more.
Oh waht have i done,what did i do now? Mabee jamie would know why i wish i had a whole in my head.
Why i feel that i should be dead.
I started a war today.
We whent around twice and we last for just as many years.
Your mom gave me so many beers i was think "oh deer." as i gaged infront of a mirror.
I use to hold you close and by the time you where done playing in my hair i had no idea you wornt even there with me.
I cryed so many tears. I told my mom they where yours as she vacumed them with the Hover. My Mindy...
I started a war today just like everyday.
Bomshells exploading and the smoke is chocking andmy heart stays broken and yet i still havent spoken of her.
I started a war today.
I was working hard that day.
I had no idea id be socking wet and then what you let me do to you.
You changed me from child to man becuase of how sad you where form that Man. Like oreos to Newtons I grew.
I tryed to save you Nicole but in the end i only let me die.
Despite how i try In war sombody has to die.
I stared a war today and became its first casulty.