Feb 09, 2005 00:13
I asked john to do more research about things about nursing school.
I guess the problem was his ability to understand.
I am not going to fault him on it nor is he going to fault me on it as we as one big family love each other.
You see steve is my main bf - and john understands this - and I did tell john - that I have to give more priority to steve.
I guess its not easy to be the head of a big family. But I do understand whats important is us as human being more than anything else.
So as it stands that nursing school has lots of requirements which are very costly to support in terms of my budget because of all the damages I suffered from my bad friend.
I guess its going to be an interesting question to answer which I do not have the answer.
I do know is I want steve to graduate because its the easiest thing to happen.
John is a bit more difficult because the requirements that I do not know all of them because I have not found those answers on the internet nor has john checked into them as carefully has probably made a life lesson for the both of us. We are human and we make mistakes.
Tony my bad fiend is human but he delibertly made himself a problem to ppl and was selfish for his own gain which is that he does not understand that he is a danger to everyone - a money pit.
I like to pray for Johns sister who is in the middle east. Something bad is happening and John and his parents are worried because these middle east ppl are going to use a dog to decide the fait of one of two ppl. This is a rather pagan way of deciding justice but again its also not right to judge or violate some other cultures way of handling justice.
Again life is rather tough - and again if the planet earth went poof today - all our worries would be over.