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--Okay. I got fired from Tower Records. I wish I could explain why, but it was some pretty big bullshit and totally unfair and not even worth explaining right now. I was fired on July 1st and have spent the majority of the past three weeks lying in bed, crying, feeling sorry for myself, thinking suicidal thoughts and watching 7th Heaven. I take

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Hey Steph,

I haven't talked to you in forever. I didn't even know you had a boyfriend..although I kind of thought you were seeing someone. I saw farenheit 9/11 on opening day but I had to pee really bad so I didn't wait for your name at the end..but my mom and sister went to see it on Sunday and we did wait for your name. :) I didn't know you were a "key production assistant". That's so cool...even though I don't know exactly what that is. I know you're really busy, I hope you're doing okay. I know you said in your journal that you're probably not going back to slc? How come?

Okay, the pancakes thing is SOO something I would cry over!! When Chad was in New York, my mom came up for a weekend and was all into taking us to touristy places and such. And it was the day that they were having the grand opening of American Girl Place in New York. (do you remember American Girls? Those really nice dolls from the catalogues?) Okay, my mom is from Chicago, and there's been one there for years, so I've been to that one before. But I wanted to go to this one SOO bad. But my mom said it was too far away, and I'm not a little kid anymore and I've already been. We walked around some part of town for a while and then went across town to the Met. And then I'm looking on the map and I realize that we were like, two blocks away from it!! And I started crying. Because we were right there! I'm way way sensitive. I cried at the end of the south park movie. And also today, Chad and I were watching I love the 90's and they were talking about Armaggeddon, which I've never seen. So apparently Bruce Willis stays behind and dies at the end, and they showed this five second clip of him telling Ben Affleck to take care of Liv Tyler and they show Liv Tyler crying and I got teary eyed.

It's really pretty ridiculous. But yeah, I get disappointed too easily and take things way too personally.

Anyway, that was long. Take care.

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sorry that took ten thousand years to reply to. i did have a boyfriend - ugh. we were together every single day for the past 5 months and then one day he had enough. so i fell apart and was nonfunctional but now i am trying to get back to my normal stuff. and i remembered your comment and that i never answered it.

of course i remember american girl dolls. maybe i can go to the store and take pictures of it and send them to you so you can be there, virtually. one time i cried at the back of a movie box. like, i was reading the description, and it was about an old woman, and her life, and how she was so strong and her husband loved her so much, and i started bawling. yeah, someones got issues.

hope that you are doing well. come visit!! im going back to slc now cause i cant manage my life in the city without joel. so yeah, theres tons of people who would love to see you there. including me. so visit.