Hi.
I've been mostly asleep for the past two days and now it's almost 1 am and I'm not tired.
On Sunday night/Monday morning I finished my stupid art project at Heimbold around 3:30 and then called security to take me to the hospital because I couldn't really breathe anymore. So they did, and that was okay.
I have bronchitis and it's not too much fun. They put me on a breathing machine and I got sad at the E.R. because I had never been before but I had to go by myself and I was scared and I started crying when I was there because I realized that when I got back to my room (that I hate), my mom wouldn't be there to take care of me and I would be all alone and sick. That proved to be quie true, as doing things like eating and stuff were very difficult and I didn't get to eat all day the next day because I was too weak to make myself anything or to walk to get something until 7 p.m.
I feel better now. I have an appointment with some nurse at Health Services on Monday and she's going to teach me how to quit smoking. How about that!
I was feeling pretty happy/excited when I first got here but lately I've been feeling pretty lonely and sad. I feel like I have a lot of friends who I really like and who I have a lot of fun with and who are really nice to me but then in situations like going to the hospital, I feel like I don't really have any friends who wouldn't have been annoyed had I called them at 3:30 and asked them to come with me because I was really scared and upset then and I didn't want to go by myself. I kind of feel like I'm always the friend who lives a bit too far away to go through the trouble of seeing. I kind of make myself that person sometimes, though too.
Joanna is my new favorite friend. I want to have sleep overs with her at her super sweet house and go visit her super sweet high school and see David Byrne.
Hey Everyone - I saw Paris Hilton. She hit me with the door on her way out of Piano's, in fact. Then she tried to bum a cigarette from a stranger. And he said NO! And I was too sick and slow to give her one of mine. I wish I had! because next time I might not have any because I'm quitting, remember?
Hey, guess who's getting thanked in the book of her Favorite Teacher Ever? Although no dedication. I asked. I sometimes feel like a crazy person in that regard, especially lately. I'm going to leave it at that. But have YOU ever been thanked in a book? Especially a book by your F.T.E.?
The End.
Also, I hardcore need a backrub.
Oh, and I signed up for a free trial membership to American Greetings so I could send Chad this one amazing e-card about canteloupes but I had to put my credit card information in, so everyone can expect some sweet e-cards from me this month. Or year, if I forget to cancel.
On Sunday night/Monday morning I finished my stupid art project at Heimbold around 3:30 and then called security to take me to the hospital because I couldn't really breathe anymore. So they did, and that was okay.
I have bronchitis and it's not too much fun. They put me on a breathing machine and I got sad at the E.R. because I had never been before but I had to go by myself and I was scared and I started crying when I was there because I realized that when I got back to my room (that I hate), my mom wouldn't be there to take care of me and I would be all alone and sick. That proved to be quie true, as doing things like eating and stuff were very difficult and I didn't get to eat all day the next day because I was too weak to make myself anything or to walk to get something until 7 p.m.
I feel better now. I have an appointment with some nurse at Health Services on Monday and she's going to teach me how to quit smoking. How about that!
I was feeling pretty happy/excited when I first got here but lately I've been feeling pretty lonely and sad. I feel like I have a lot of friends who I really like and who I have a lot of fun with and who are really nice to me but then in situations like going to the hospital, I feel like I don't really have any friends who wouldn't have been annoyed had I called them at 3:30 and asked them to come with me because I was really scared and upset then and I didn't want to go by myself. I kind of feel like I'm always the friend who lives a bit too far away to go through the trouble of seeing. I kind of make myself that person sometimes, though too.
Joanna is my new favorite friend. I want to have sleep overs with her at her super sweet house and go visit her super sweet high school and see David Byrne.
Hey Everyone - I saw Paris Hilton. She hit me with the door on her way out of Piano's, in fact. Then she tried to bum a cigarette from a stranger. And he said NO! And I was too sick and slow to give her one of mine. I wish I had! because next time I might not have any because I'm quitting, remember?
Hey, guess who's getting thanked in the book of her Favorite Teacher Ever? Although no dedication. I asked. I sometimes feel like a crazy person in that regard, especially lately. I'm going to leave it at that. But have YOU ever been thanked in a book? Especially a book by your F.T.E.?
The End.
Also, I hardcore need a backrub.
Oh, and I signed up for a free trial membership to American Greetings so I could send Chad this one amazing e-card about canteloupes but I had to put my credit card information in, so everyone can expect some sweet e-cards from me this month. Or year, if I forget to cancel.