Gone.....

[happybuddha]

He left me again, we were friends, closer than we had ever been before and i screwed up again and he decided he never wants to talk, I always screw things up, i always hurt myself and those i love, I was kicked out of paul's house for how i was around ryan, and ryan decided that him ad i should never talk, he said that he hates me, that if i were

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*hugs you*

[xxxblack_catxxx]

God, I'm so sorry...that...that is honestly wrong. That boy has issues. Huge issues.

Sad thing is I don't hate him. You know why? Because if I gave into hate, everything I know and love would be destroyed later on by it. Soon the hatred would grow inside my heart. I can't hate a person. I can only pity Ryan for what the fuck he's doing right now. Soon all he will have is himself. And I pity that he's destroying all he loves and knows.

You don't need that Aaron. You're to beautiful of a person for that. We can by together. We're strong like that.

Just hold on...*hugs you*

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[vigormortus]

*raises hand*..Oh...me please... I'm real good at disliking people...

Than I guess...

[xxxblack_catxxx]

...we're from two different worlds, you and I, ne?

I doubt it

[vigormortus]

How many worlds can Jhonen Vasquez be the complete and total ruler of? But if we take into account that disliking someone doesnt mean harming or nay saying them ... perhaps just avoidance (by no means do I mean you Aaron..I wasnt avoiding you friday...I really did go to a bar-b-que..I have videos) I can boy-cott people because I dislike them. I would never say I hate people...but I dislike a lot of people (mostly due to stupidity) but anyways... Jhonen... JTHM...those were the days

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[happybuddha]

Yeah kinda funny how much i want to hate him, how much i should hate him, how much i should get my rad neck friends and tell them what he did to me and get them to fuck him up, but i can't i once loved him, maybe i still do, but that stops me from hating him, sometimes i hate what he does, but i have never truly been able to hate him, atleast not for like more than an hour, I really hope we can talk more, i hope to hear from you soon.
Aaron

Yeah...

[xxxblack_catxxx]

I know what you mean. Like they always say, always hate the creation, not the creater.

Yeah, we'll have to talk again soon. :)

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[happybuddha]

You are such a nice person and i truly am so sorry for what happened, but please read the comments i placed on my previous entry where ithink it was your brotehr talked to me, i think you should read it, I'll catch you later, e-mail me anytime at soccer_hooligan@cox.net