Gone.....
He left me again, we were friends, closer than we had ever been before and i screwed up again and he decided he never wants to talk, I always screw things up, i always hurt myself and those i love, I was kicked out of paul's house for how i was around ryan, and ryan decided that him ad i should never talk, he said that he hates me, that if i were to die he wouldn't care, he hates who i am what i do, and i don't even know who i am or what i do, he calls me stupid, ugly, slow, he says he is better than me and always will be simpley because he is happy, he treats me like pure shit, he talks to me like i am pure shit, but yet he was still my best friend, he was there when no one else was and it hurts so much to hear him say the words 'I hate you'.