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I'm kinda down today. 
Not excited just kinda sad. 
Not depressed or angry. 
Maybe a little hurt
Maybe a little stung.
But I will survive.

I didn't want to go to work.
I didn't want to talk.
I don't want to be alone
Yet here I sit
No one to talk to
No one to argue with.
No one to say that they love me
isn't this just bliss?

Life is slow
Day by day
Moment by moment
I feel like I'm running
Into a wall.

I'm trying not to cry
I'm trying not to fall
Its not working
not at all.

I don't do well on my own
I don't do well with others
I don't have many people to call my own
I don't have many privacy either
But that is neither here nor there

I'm kinda sad
I'm kinda tired
I'm kinda achy
but a little wired.
I don't know why
I'm telling you this

But its better than 
being creeped out
by this eerie stillness.

I'm going to go now
To bed I will be
No one to hang with
No one to be with
I think its time
for me to say
goodnight.