its all attacking me
shes the greatest but shes not you. how can you hate someone so much yet love them and miss them with all your heart? i miss the fact that i cant have what i had before. i just dunno my self any more. and becuz of you i play everything safe so i dont get hurt. i feel like crying but thats weak and below me. these feelings are driving me crazy becuz i dont want them. im done. im done. i distance my self from ppl, and dont want trust anyone becuz of the pain that can comes with it. i have girls and ppl. but i dont want them. i want to leave. the pain here is to deep for me to breathe. i want to forget. i know you dont care becuz your you. and i cant ever be good enough for you. i need to get you outta my head. maybe i will take her. its something for myself and her. im happy with her but like i said she not you and i dont like change. i feel numb. this song it my anthum "because of you" kelly clarkson. hope your happy. good bye beautiful angel