sadness if odd.
so everything feels weird. its like im driving blind. i dont like that feeling. its like a fear and discomfort.
schools going ok. im slipping back into the "i dont care about homework"thing again. but somehow im passing. ive ditched like 3 times and thats not like me. i stay out late past curfew and get in like really big fights with my mom. ive lost some friends and got into like big fights with them. but worked things out or at least i hope i did. my mom is worried about my health. she doesnt think im getting enough sleep and that im not eating enough. im getting into fights at work with co workers. i just wanna drive away and never look back kinda. like i wanna remember but sometimes it hurts. for some reason im flinching alot more than usual and more and more ppl are finding it funny which its not. god i want to be done with high school and just 18 so i can just leave. whats wrong with me? honestly i wanna know.
schools going ok. im slipping back into the "i dont care about homework"thing again. but somehow im passing. ive ditched like 3 times and thats not like me. i stay out late past curfew and get in like really big fights with my mom. ive lost some friends and got into like big fights with them. but worked things out or at least i hope i did. my mom is worried about my health. she doesnt think im getting enough sleep and that im not eating enough. im getting into fights at work with co workers. i just wanna drive away and never look back kinda. like i wanna remember but sometimes it hurts. for some reason im flinching alot more than usual and more and more ppl are finding it funny which its not. god i want to be done with high school and just 18 so i can just leave. whats wrong with me? honestly i wanna know.