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so jean and i ARENT talking anymore...i shouldve know...im just too hopeful of a person. im not all that upset, though. yes i miss her, and it does hurt a lot of the time to think that i lost one of the closest people to me...but at the same time, i sit here and say all of this just "as-a-matter-of-factly". thats just the way i feel rite now. like its not a big deal...its nothing. im just too tired and stressed to care about anything rite now really. all i truly care about is hanging out with justin and SLEEPING. thats it. thats all i want. lol...is that sad? o well. who cares. gotta go.