SAWBELLINKO!! LET'S NOT BE SO CHATTY ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE, HMM?! Sheesh. This is the last time I'm taking him anywhere...
As for the ball - of course I'm not going. I decided not to. Mainly because 1, it's Christmas, 2, I don't want to dress up and you can't make me and 3, if I had to list the things I'd not want to do that night, going to a sparkly ball would come right after "Eat rocks" and "Make painting with my own blood."
Private // Unhackable.somes_auditusDecember 22 2007, 01:01:08 UTC
Moron. You talked about me and Suzaku like I was some sort of sap!
I'm considering it, so that I can see Zack in a dress. And if I did go, I would probably go with Suzaku.
As for the reason this is private - Deidara and I were friends. He was my partner for several years. But when we came here, I got new friends, and he felt left out - eventhoughhetotallyleftmefirsteventhoughIwasgoingtomakehimclothing - and he blew up Micchan once, and Purgatory in general, twice because of me. Because of this, I agreed with Medea not to speak to him or associate with him. He also died and forgot we were partners, so my life was made much easier. I'm sure he's much happier now.
Private // Unhackable.happi_himeDecember 22 2007, 01:16:01 UTC
. . . . O:~ But you're friends~~~~ Friends make each other happy, Gogokun, there's nothing wrong with that~! Besides, isn't it a good thing to be happy~? I don't see why it was embarrassing to you that I posted you were happy!
Zackkun is going in a dress~? XD Haha~! That's so cute~! I didn't think Zackkun also liked to wear women's clothes~ ♥ I bet he'll be very beautiful.
Deikun doesn't seem happy to me... He doesn't have any friends, he says, and then he gets mad at me at the beginning of every conversation for trying to be his friend~ ♥ But we always keep talking after that until eventually he doesn't answer comments anymore, but because he keeps talking even though he says he doesn't want friends makes me think he's really a lonely person... It's sad. .v.
Re: Private // Unhackable.somes_auditusDecember 22 2007, 01:21:51 UTC
I have an image to uphold... although, if my image was a building, your personality is the plane that crashed into it.
What do you mean, "Also"? Who else does?
That's just the way he was before I became his partner. Over several years of abuse maintenance, I worked him into the social being he was before he went temporarily psychotic. You just have to push him, gently. Oh, and don't hack off part of his hair. Yeah. I found out he doesn't like that very much.
I don't... hate him. I just don't know what to think of him. Now that I can look back on it, when not in a puppet body, our friendship was mildly forced. We were thrown together in a world he didn't even want to be in. He didn't ask to be in the Akatsuki. He was always very unhappy - like me. It was like sitting in a room with a live wire. If I saw him again, I wouldn't know what to say to him. We would end up arguing. We always argued when we came here. We argued, and he got very upset every time. I guess he is lonely; I have Suzaku to fall back on and he has Tobi and Konane-
( ... )
Re: Private // Unhackable.happi_himeDecember 22 2007, 01:34:54 UTC
Gogokun, I would never hit you~! ; v ;
Me~ Kafuka~ Alice~ Misa~ Elizabette~ Isabella~ Except Elizabette and Isabella are the only boys who wear women's clothing on that list~ :?
...Why did you chop off his hair?! Anyway, I should practice pushing gently, then~ ♥
O, Gogokun~ Isn't that also what Misachan calls you~? Danna~? I think everyone, though, has the chance to be happy. That opportunity. I also think you're pretty close to it, if not already there, in the grand scheme of things~ ♥ I would like to be Deikun's friend, too~... :3
Re: Private // Unhackable.somes_auditusDecember 22 2007, 01:41:18 UTC
It was a metaphor.
You guys are all... guys?!
He pissed me off, so I took scissors to his head. No biggy.
That was part of why he was so angry at her - twice. She calls me that gently, but he views it as a term of respect, and he didn't like her calling me that out of the blue.
Everyone, everywhere, in the world, has a chance to be happy. What form they take in their happiness, what they find happy, what they do to achieve happiness, shouldn't be the fault of anyone. If I had to kill someone to complete my happiness, I would do it. If Suzaku died and never came back, I would kill myself as well, to stay with him always. How, why, where, who or why people want to find a reason to exist, shouldn't be judged by anyone. People are naturally drawn to other people. No one is born needed. You need to find a reason to exist. Even if your reason to exist disappears... or dies... or leaves you. You can adapt. If possible, I wanted to find my reason in someone else - so I could tell them, "I was born to meet you."
Sheesh. This is the last time I'm taking him anywhere...
As for the ball - of course I'm not going. I decided not to.
Mainly because 1, it's Christmas, 2, I don't want to dress up and you can't make me and 3, if I had to list the things I'd not want to do that night, going to a sparkly ball would come right after "Eat rocks" and "Make painting with my own blood."
And our house is not open to the public.
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You should go~~~~ Are you sure~~~? :C I'd like to go with you~~
Gogokun~! ♥ I didn't know you and Deikun were friends~! ♥
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I'm considering it, so that I can see Zack in a dress. And if I did go, I would probably go with Suzaku.
As for the reason this is private - Deidara and I were friends. He was my partner for several years. But when we came here, I got new friends, and he felt left out - eventhoughhetotallyleftmefirsteventhoughIwasgoingtomakehimclothing - and he blew up Micchan once, and Purgatory in general, twice because of me. Because of this, I agreed with Medea not to speak to him or associate with him. He also died and forgot we were partners, so my life was made much easier. I'm sure he's much happier now.
And I'm NOT sad about it, so don't even try.
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Zackkun is going in a dress~? XD Haha~! That's so cute~! I didn't think Zackkun also liked to wear women's clothes~ ♥ I bet he'll be very beautiful.
Deikun doesn't seem happy to me... He doesn't have any friends, he says, and then he gets mad at me at the beginning of every conversation for trying to be his friend~ ♥ But we always keep talking after that until eventually he doesn't answer comments anymore, but because he keeps talking even though he says he doesn't want friends makes me think he's really a lonely person... It's sad. .v.
Do you hate Deikun now, Gogokun~?
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What do you mean, "Also"? Who else does?
That's just the way he was before I became his partner. Over several years of abuse maintenance, I worked him into the social being he was before he went temporarily psychotic. You just have to push him, gently. Oh, and don't hack off part of his hair. Yeah. I found out he doesn't like that very much.
I don't... hate him. I just don't know what to think of him. Now that I can look back on it, when not in a puppet body, our friendship was mildly forced. We were thrown together in a world he didn't even want to be in. He didn't ask to be in the Akatsuki. He was always very unhappy - like me. It was like sitting in a room with a live wire. If I saw him again, I wouldn't know what to say to him. We would end up arguing. We always argued when we came here. We argued, and he got very upset every time. I guess he is lonely; I have Suzaku to fall back on and he has Tobi and Konane- ( ... )
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Me~ Kafuka~ Alice~ Misa~ Elizabette~ Isabella~ Except Elizabette and Isabella are the only boys who wear women's clothing on that list~ :?
...Why did you chop off his hair?! Anyway, I should practice pushing gently, then~ ♥
O, Gogokun~ Isn't that also what Misachan calls you~? Danna~? I think everyone, though, has the chance to be happy. That opportunity. I also think you're pretty close to it, if not already there, in the grand scheme of things~ ♥ I would like to be Deikun's friend, too~... :3
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You guys are all... guys?!
He pissed me off, so I took scissors to his head. No biggy.
That was part of why he was so angry at her - twice. She calls me that gently, but he views it as a term of respect, and he didn't like her calling me that out of the blue.
Everyone, everywhere, in the world, has a chance to be happy. What form they take in their happiness, what they find happy, what they do to achieve happiness, shouldn't be the fault of anyone. If I had to kill someone to complete my happiness, I would do it. If Suzaku died and never came back, I would kill myself as well, to stay with him always. How, why, where, who or why people want to find a reason to exist, shouldn't be judged by anyone. People are naturally drawn to other people. No one is born needed. You need to find a reason to exist. Even if your reason to exist disappears... or dies... or leaves you. You can adapt. If possible, I wanted to find my reason in someone else - so I could tell them, "I was born to meet you."
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