Not on the Negative, but more on the Observative
I don't wanna say anything, it's no one's business. All I can say is I am done with Spokane, I am done with people, I am done standing up for friends even if it means me somehow ending up a bad guy, how I end up a victim to people's twisted sense of reality, I am just done. I am just gonna draw and really keep to myself, work, and live life because this world....it has no remorse, no forgiveness, no entity, no thought of possibilities, and all the positives things....just seems like a made up fantasy to keep us happy, it's like things slip away when you try to make it right. You try to help, but it doesn't help you. I thought I got it all down, but I am still stuck in purgatory, you don't know anything until you live your life fully, die, and then be lifted to whatever mysterious conditions that even the mind could not understand. I don't want problems, I want peace, I want happiness and not just for myself. But there is no such things, so like all the other savages that inhabit this Earth, I too must be cruel, I too must be silent, or I too must be different and something fresh and new. one thing is for certain, I will survive and I am not going to allow the idiocy of people bring me down, friend, foe or a fake. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me, fool me the last time and find me laughing down at your mangled deformed self. I am full of hate right now, I don't want to let it consume me.
I don't want to go back down the path I once took before, and it seems that people want me too anyways so they can take advantage of me. but it won't happen, because I am stronger then they are. It's time I make the most difficult decision, and keep silent from people. It's for the best. I am going to keep on drawing, but I will remain silent until I find what makes you tick. If I know what keeps you going, then we already are in talks or I am taking the best actions on keeping my distance. Either way, slowly evolving, I must continue my goals of survival and be on the positive side that life may not be everything you want, but it is something you own and should protect and make worth while. I always known about the realities, but sometimes wishful thinking can lead to an action that soon makes you understand that playing god or changing anything can make changes upon you. I was always smiling, and I kept my cool when things were unfortunate. Now, it's best i remain silent and just be the fence sitter.
I don't want to go back down the path I once took before, and it seems that people want me too anyways so they can take advantage of me. but it won't happen, because I am stronger then they are. It's time I make the most difficult decision, and keep silent from people. It's for the best. I am going to keep on drawing, but I will remain silent until I find what makes you tick. If I know what keeps you going, then we already are in talks or I am taking the best actions on keeping my distance. Either way, slowly evolving, I must continue my goals of survival and be on the positive side that life may not be everything you want, but it is something you own and should protect and make worth while. I always known about the realities, but sometimes wishful thinking can lead to an action that soon makes you understand that playing god or changing anything can make changes upon you. I was always smiling, and I kept my cool when things were unfortunate. Now, it's best i remain silent and just be the fence sitter.