I'm feeling a bit better now. Yesterday I kinda freaked out- a mixture of waking up late after a night terror, Dad bitching at me about my schoolwork, taking dexedrine when I was already off kilter, and the stress of Matt. Three hours of Les Mis and I felt much better ( Read more... )

I crashed last night. I cried myself to sleep after talking with Christi. Despite my pleading and crying all morning, my parents forced me to go to school. They yelled at me and told me that they weren't going to play games this year. I went to school, cried until I had to go to first period when I hid my tears as best as I could. Then, in ( Read more... )