Auugh.
Everyone is perky.
And I'm not.
The closer homecoming is, the less I am excited about it and the less I am generally happy. I was really pumped up after I got my dress... but now I'm not sure I ever wanted to go.
Sure, I'll enjoy myself, but iono... it's just not as appealing as it was before.
As silly as it sounds, not having someone to go with really sucks. I know how childish and superficial this whole ordeal is, but it makes one feel unwanted. Silly, isn't it?
Being around EVERYONE that has someone to go with. Bah.
Plus my ordeal with struggling to find a COMPLETE STRANGER to go with. It wasn't pretty. The ASB kid in 6th period APES got yelled at a lot.
I just feel icky.
And I'm not.
The closer homecoming is, the less I am excited about it and the less I am generally happy. I was really pumped up after I got my dress... but now I'm not sure I ever wanted to go.
Sure, I'll enjoy myself, but iono... it's just not as appealing as it was before.
As silly as it sounds, not having someone to go with really sucks. I know how childish and superficial this whole ordeal is, but it makes one feel unwanted. Silly, isn't it?
Being around EVERYONE that has someone to go with. Bah.
Plus my ordeal with struggling to find a COMPLETE STRANGER to go with. It wasn't pretty. The ASB kid in 6th period APES got yelled at a lot.
I just feel icky.