whats the difference

[hannamelia]

im not completely recovered but its basically over and done. this surgery, what difference does it make if i had it done to begin with. they said my jaw will probally move back a small percentage. i just dont want complications further on down the line from it. i know my sister does... but i think they did some other stuff too.

man did i look like shit afterwards. my lips were so brown and crusted. my face my so swollen my eyes were bulging. i was all super doped on morphine in the hospital so i didnt care.

thank god i have a boyfriend who is so fucking good to me. its sad it takes things like this for me to realize it.