Moopy

Jul 06, 2009 23:32

I think Rachel McAdams is ridiculously gorgeous. My summer has been simple and complicated. I've spent a lot of time with lost friends and spent no time with the people I cared about the most. Mostly because I don't care about them anymore.

I am somewhat bitter towards Zheng, but mostly because I feel like he promised me something he could never keep. But this is life, and I have almost no friendly feelings toward him now. It is sad how it escalated to this, but I'm fine with it. Because I don't care about him anymore. Friendship lost, not my fault. It's over and done.

I am finally in a place where I don't have any crushes on ANYONE and am fine with it. -dances- And I think my ridiculous crush on Mr. Gallivan has taken its course, lol. =) I think it was getting far too silly having delusions about this...Having a guy pay attention to me hasn't affected me this summer, so I am proud of myself. Learning from the past, yes.

I feel really peaceful this summer. I'm having silly fun, and I want it to continue. Viva la summer.

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