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HAHAHAHAHAHAH ive survived my 1st semester of college whoooppeeee! It wasnt that bad actually. I had a lot of fun. so now im off for like a month and a half, so ill be able to sit on my ass for a while...hehe just kidding....i really need to do something with myself. whether it be artistic or not. i just feel like dead weight and im just letting life pass by. im feeling so ancy, maybe i just need to memorize a monologue or something. i just feel absolutely useless. and it doesnt help the fact that im a lazy fuck who smokes too much. But next semester ill have a theatre class which is cool, but it sucks because its like all the history and theory blah blah. i want to perform. i need to. I cant live my life day to day paycheck to paycheck just hoping and wishing. i really need to get off my ass and do something about it. ::sigh:: but, other than that, I just met this new guy, he's pretty cute so, we'll see how things go. But anyways, for anyone whos reading this, I really miss the BHS crew.. i really hope we can hang out during the break... all u guys. and i wish i could have seen the play, how was it? i didnt even know when it was. But ya, enough ranting for me cuz i gotta go and do some more christmas shopping....
much love~peace
much love~peace