it would warrant a new username
I can't believe I've neglected this thing for as long as I have, and rightfully so in some ways because I feel like a completely different person than I was the last time I recorded anything here. which is a pretty cool feeling. Some people write in theirs EVERY freakin day... I think that's too much detail, and special things might get lost in it.
So what's new in my life? Well, so many things, and all of them good... especially the new love of my life. Well, 'new' only relative to this gay livejournal, which I guess I shouldn't insult or it could sabotage my livejournal life or something, ha. It's now the last semester of college for most of us, and definitely is for me provided that i can pass cell bio. what a bitch of a class. we just had out first test yesterday, which ended up being 10 essay questions... and we had to answer all 10 of them. ugh. i can still see the first sentence that i wrote on the last page (prolly because i was so glad it was finally the last page)..." visual and olfactory signal transduction hold their similarities in sharing heterotrimeric G-protein receptors.." what a bunch of over-the-top B.S.!
I have class at 11:15, for which I am yet again unprepared as my instructor is a grad student and addressed our CMLT class as all freshman on the first day. So I refuse to read sometimes out of spite. 'Spite' can be a great excuse for things you do that show weakness in your character. Read: my entire junior year of college. It's nice to finally be able to look at what happened that year in a closest-to-being-objective way. I say it that way because you can never take a completely objective view of your life... because it's YOUR life and you have vested interest in how it turns out. Anyway, I'm feeling pretty healthy these days as far as the male situation is concerned (and my physical situation: I ran my first half-marathon in november in 2 hours 7 minutes!!!). I realized that I need a non-dominant guy so that I can make more decisions for myself than not, but one who still has a backbone and doesn't let himself get dragged all over the place trying to make other people happy. It's hard to find a combination like that, but yea, I'm pretty sure I've got it.
I am going to make an active effort not to use smiley faces in this thing. It's really obnoxious to try and read things that people type and then you come to a colon and half of a parenthesis, it just confuses my brain even still. So I'm not void of emotions, I'm just exhibiting restraint on my typing habits (smiley face, followed by a winky face for the irony). i really crack myself up sometimes; my brain just thinks too much and i come up with some terribly inappropriate but really funny thoughts sometimes.
ok i have to get ready for class, robby is picking me up in 20 minutes and i am sitting here in my bathrobe (naked underneath of course... smile) typing mindless tomfoolery so i don't feel like i wasted my time this morning since i decided not to read for my lit class. how am i still in my bathrobe at 10:00 in the morning, you ask? well, tony/robby/i went to Pint Night last night to celebrate tuesday as our favorite day of the week, senioritis's ability to make us believe that drinking fine micro-brews is better for our personal growth than working at the last leg of our higher education, and rob and i's completion but non-domination of our cell bio test. really it was more to try and forget what an awful test it was. and kerrie was there, woah there is a huge story about what that ass derick did to her, but i don't have time for my grandma-speed fingers to type it. so i will just think about it in my head in class since surely that will be more interesting than our 19th century poetry discussion. although i am a fan of Voltaire. i think he and i would have gotten along and had some handsome children together.
i am GOING now. no one will probably ever read this so now i feel kinda silly and lame, but it was a nice time-waster this beautiful, hungover morning. Chao!
So what's new in my life? Well, so many things, and all of them good... especially the new love of my life. Well, 'new' only relative to this gay livejournal, which I guess I shouldn't insult or it could sabotage my livejournal life or something, ha. It's now the last semester of college for most of us, and definitely is for me provided that i can pass cell bio. what a bitch of a class. we just had out first test yesterday, which ended up being 10 essay questions... and we had to answer all 10 of them. ugh. i can still see the first sentence that i wrote on the last page (prolly because i was so glad it was finally the last page)..." visual and olfactory signal transduction hold their similarities in sharing heterotrimeric G-protein receptors.." what a bunch of over-the-top B.S.!
I have class at 11:15, for which I am yet again unprepared as my instructor is a grad student and addressed our CMLT class as all freshman on the first day. So I refuse to read sometimes out of spite. 'Spite' can be a great excuse for things you do that show weakness in your character. Read: my entire junior year of college. It's nice to finally be able to look at what happened that year in a closest-to-being-objective way. I say it that way because you can never take a completely objective view of your life... because it's YOUR life and you have vested interest in how it turns out. Anyway, I'm feeling pretty healthy these days as far as the male situation is concerned (and my physical situation: I ran my first half-marathon in november in 2 hours 7 minutes!!!). I realized that I need a non-dominant guy so that I can make more decisions for myself than not, but one who still has a backbone and doesn't let himself get dragged all over the place trying to make other people happy. It's hard to find a combination like that, but yea, I'm pretty sure I've got it.
I am going to make an active effort not to use smiley faces in this thing. It's really obnoxious to try and read things that people type and then you come to a colon and half of a parenthesis, it just confuses my brain even still. So I'm not void of emotions, I'm just exhibiting restraint on my typing habits (smiley face, followed by a winky face for the irony). i really crack myself up sometimes; my brain just thinks too much and i come up with some terribly inappropriate but really funny thoughts sometimes.
ok i have to get ready for class, robby is picking me up in 20 minutes and i am sitting here in my bathrobe (naked underneath of course... smile) typing mindless tomfoolery so i don't feel like i wasted my time this morning since i decided not to read for my lit class. how am i still in my bathrobe at 10:00 in the morning, you ask? well, tony/robby/i went to Pint Night last night to celebrate tuesday as our favorite day of the week, senioritis's ability to make us believe that drinking fine micro-brews is better for our personal growth than working at the last leg of our higher education, and rob and i's completion but non-domination of our cell bio test. really it was more to try and forget what an awful test it was. and kerrie was there, woah there is a huge story about what that ass derick did to her, but i don't have time for my grandma-speed fingers to type it. so i will just think about it in my head in class since surely that will be more interesting than our 19th century poetry discussion. although i am a fan of Voltaire. i think he and i would have gotten along and had some handsome children together.
i am GOING now. no one will probably ever read this so now i feel kinda silly and lame, but it was a nice time-waster this beautiful, hungover morning. Chao!