I'll cut to the chase, and keep it short
Break: An overall mix of happiness and saddness, disapointments and joy
New Years: Fun, but the I could of done without the puking...live and learn I guess
New Years Day: Lots of sleeping, and then out with my girls. The night was almost perfect. Enough hysteria, maddness and laughter, filling my memory. I put nights like those somewhere in a corner of the back of my mind to refer to later when I really need them. Somehow, I'm thinking that I'll need it soon when I go back.
Jan 02/05: Day with Dad, and then more laughter with the girls.
I know I'm often very cynical, and often really crazy. Okay, nuts really, but I promise I'm trying to get better about that. I swear. I passed a church today and read their marquee, In the blink of an eye, your life can change, and I stopped to think about it. I seriously stopped, turned around and pulled into the lot to stare at the sign for a second, and I realized that at 19, my life could be just beginning, or tomorrow, it might be over. You never know. None of us do. But I do know that there are so many people in my life that I neglect to appreciate, and tell them how much they mean to me. And I know you hate reading lyrics in here, but maybe you should consider the same thing I did. Maybe we all need to take a step back again. On our own. Not because some one has died, or because just for a moment we are feeling "setimental," but for ourselves. Because maybe this isn't the end of my life, maybe it's simply the beginning
There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I remember I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life I’ll love you more
In my life I’ll love you more