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3 more days left in Warren and then I'm flying back to school. Weird to think because it feels like it was just yesterday that Cass and Mom were picking me up at the airport. I'm ready but I'm not. There is so much I need to change. So much to do different. And so much I can't wait to have back. But its almost that, what I think of "having back" is different. Because I'm not really having anything back. That would mean that my life would be the same. When in actuality, its all going to be different. I'm not so sure how exactly I'm going to feel about that when I get back there. I'm defintely nervous about a lot of things, but at the same time, I could almost worry less. I really want to stay there, but there is so much pressure on me to transfer back here. Hate to say it. But I'm not gonna spend all my time worrying about that right now when there is much much more to be concerned with. So I should take care of that first.