Make it stop

[handle_w_care]

Jason's cousin just told me Jason misses me. And I was like yeah about as much as he misses every other girl I'm sure. And we got into this whole stupid conversation about how we're broken up and he can do what he wants and shit

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[str4wberry18]

i know how you feel although me and my ex boyfriend aren't fuck buddies.

we broke up a year and a half ago and i still love him and miss him so much...but...i've learned to live without him. i've learned that there is more to life than him because if someone hurts you like that they don't deserve you in anyway. i've also learned that love is blind, and no matter how much we all think we love someone it's not true.

i hate when people tell me all this bullshit in attempt to make me feel better because no matter what they say i love him and that's all that matters. time heals everything and i can honestly tell you that from experience. i was suicidal and thought about death all the time. now it's the last thing i resort to. i love life more than anything.

what goes around comes around. my ex boyfriend cheated on me, left me to fend for myself and made me feel like i was worth nothing. the girl he loves so much had sex with another guy after being with him for a year and a half. he got hurt just like me. he knew what it felt like. jason will get hurt too.

i dunno the whole deal with the fuck buddies thing..but i personally would not have sex with my ex boyfriend after breaking my heart a thousand times. but then again like i said i don't know the situation.

i hope you feel better and remember i'm always here to talk. i'm rarely on aim so if u need to talk ask me for my e-mail if you have msn.
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[handle_w_care]

thank you ♥ the thing that is the worst is that nobody really understands because i know he doesn't intentionally hurt me. he doesn't even do anything that i could do if i wanted. i don't want him to come off as a bad person by any means. he's not. and i don't like when people automatically see that i'm hurt and blame him when in reality it's my fault for allowing myself to be effected by his choices. and as much as i want to get over him, i don't want to at the same time. it is all very confusing. thank you though. <3

[str4wberry18]

i know...people think the same thing towards matt...when really he's a nice guy. i didn't wanna come across to you that i think jasons a big asshole cuz i don't. and yeah i know about the confusing part.
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